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Eeiu reacted to Bulldog in $19.91 Donation from Bulldog
On behalf of the Syndicate Gamers community we would like to thank Bulldog for the donation of $19.91 USD that was recently made.
This money will be put to good use in keeping our servers and website fun and online!
Sincerely,
Syndicate Gamers
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Eeiu reacted to yeet in Brother committed suicide today.....
Thanks guys for all the support in a time I really need it. Heres a picture of my brother and his kids that were left behind.....
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Eeiu reacted to yeet in Brother committed suicide today.....
Over the last 6 months I've been going through an extremely rough patch in my family. My mom was acting crazy and telling me how much of a shit I am and how she hopes I die and so on. But today I hit the real roadblock in my life, my brother committed suicide today........I don't know how to handle myself or anything else, I'm shaking and can't hold back the tears. Heres some back story, my dad is the one getting the real blow of the situation. My dad and his ex wife had a bad relationship through their whole marriage, she was a fucking slut and ended up cheating on him after my dad had two kids with her, one of which is my brother Drew. He divorced her and lost his sons in the custody battle while they were about 10-15 years old and he feels the guilt from his son committing suicide. I just don't know what to do or what I should think.....I'm a wreck right now and I can't handle this. It's something you see happening to other families and not your own........why me? why my family? Right as I thought we were out of the rough patch, my dad was recently laid off and my mom recently quit her job when she was in a rage after going through withdrawal from her diabetic medication. Why does this have to happen to me? why? My brother is gone, he's fucking dead and not coming back. I can't wrap my head around it, I can't think that he's gone but I know he is. He had fucking kids, one is 5 and the other is a fucking little baby. Im pissed off that he killed himself and am a a level of sadness i've never reached before. My voice is shaking and everytime I think about it I just can't hold myself back, I feel as if I had some fault in it even though I know I didn't, I can't imagine how my dad feels. I went upstairs to get something to drink and all of a sudden my mom comes up to me and says "Drew just hung himself" and I felt as if I was hit with a sledgehammer and got weighed down by 400 pounds of bricks. I just turned around, went into my room and laid down in shock not believing what I just heard and was hoping she was kidding even as she had tears in her eyes. I was in deep denial of what I just heard and still cannot believe what just happened a few FUCKING HOURS ago. I don't know what to do guys, why does life have to hit me with this now of all times? Please if anyone has gone through a loss like this I would love to hear how you handled it because I'm fucking lost and don't know what to do or say. My sister called to ask if I was ok and I just broke down, I'm only 17 and I'm going through this. I just don't know what to do...........
Sorry for the long text I just need to rant, I'm fucking lost
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Eeiu got a reaction from Chowder in The real Garry from Garry's Mod played on our server today
boom goes the parade
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Eeiu reacted to Iherdcows in Smoke makes the game less fun to play
smoke makes the play less fun to game
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Eeiu reacted to Neko in Blood Gulch
http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=574515071
I know we have Hang 'Em Low, but I just saw this on reddit, decided to share it and hope it can get put on?
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Eeiu reacted to iafunky in $5.61 Donation from iafunky
On behalf of the Syndicate Gamers community we would like to thank iafunky for the donation of $5.61 USD that was recently made.
This money will be put to good use in keeping our servers and website fun and online!
Sincerely,
Syndicate Gamers
Left over money from pizza last night.
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Eeiu reacted to iafunky in $5.61 Donation from iafunky
Next time I have leftover money from pizza. You can have all the change.
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Eeiu reacted to iafunky in TTT Rebirth Suggestions
Most kids don't have CS:S so when they finally get on the server its black and purple all over so they don't stay.
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Eeiu reacted to iafunky in $5.62 Donation from iafunky
On behalf of the Syndicate Gamers community we would like to thank iafunky for the donation of $5.62 USD that was recently made.
This money will be put to good use in keeping our servers and website fun and online!
Sincerely,
Syndicate Gamers
My lunch Money.
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Eeiu reacted to yellowwhy in Kos technicality?
So my understanding is they are legit kos? And you can be slayied for false kos w/ them?
EDIT: perhaps someone can make a final ruling or maybe a public vote?
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Eeiu reacted to yellowwhy in Nerf This Stupid Weapon
Why would you nerf the damage on the shotgun? Yes it is a one shot kill and I th that it's fine, so is the rifle it's has a 10 clip if I can rember off the top of my head. Besides that's how shotguns work in real life pretty much... Maybe lowering the clip size to 2-4 ...
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Eeiu reacted to yellowwhy in Nerf This Stupid Weapon
Good god people, Zach allready said that it won't be nerfed, stop being so salty
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Eeiu reacted to Jodas in Looking for a team?
Unranked
http://sg.gameme.com/playerinfo/711219
http://steamcommunity.com/id/Jodas009/
http://www.joinsg.net/user/36399-jodas/