More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread

[Blackbid 120]

So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.

 

Some Quotes:

 

"You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

"You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

"Don't worry guys, I got this"

"True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

"Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."

 

Some special mentions:

 

Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving

@  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie

sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
 

I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.

 

I'll see you guys around maybe

 

Here is my 3 year bans:

http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit

http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=

 

Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)

 

Never tell your password to anyone.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
<20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
<20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
<20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
<20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
<20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
<20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
<20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
<21:00:16> "Nao": K
<21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
<21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
<21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
<21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
<21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
<21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
<21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
<21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
<21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
<21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
<21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
<21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
<21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
<21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
<21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
<21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
<21:01:33> "Nao": lol
<21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
<21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
<21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
<21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
<21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
<21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
<21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
<21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
<21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
<21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
<21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
<21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
<21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
<21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
<21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
<21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
<21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
<21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
<21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
<21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
<21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
<21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
<21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
<21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
<21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
<21:04:53> "Nao": and?
<21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
<21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
<21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
<21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
<21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
<21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
<21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
<21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
<21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
<21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
<21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
<21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
<21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
<21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
<21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
<21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
<21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
<21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
<21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
<21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
<21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
<21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
<21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
FITEING
<21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
<21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
<21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
<21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
<21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
<21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
<21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
<21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
<21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
Nao Pryderi: on pub
 

 

If you made it this far this is me:

 

 

 

I'm on the left btw:

 

 

Bye~

[Ruffles 731]

Tl;dr. Cya. I can see what Eddy was talking about.

Edited January 20, 2014 by Ruffles

[Tristan. 1053]

but free admin...

Edited January 20, 2014 by Tristan.

[BLiNDBoi 930]

My brain was able to handle reading half of that, might read the rest later but for now, cya?

[JMaFia 1317]

don't kick him out of clan, blackie will be back and okay <3

[Moose 4890]

Blackie why you always gotta freekill.

[SpartanSakaro 1977]

that kid was being a faggot and i meant every word, i also think he is retarded because he did not listen to anything anyone said and there was a lot said because people where talking on mics. Oh and if you get banned from the warn system then you deserve that ban, because it takes at least 3 warning to get you banned meaning you have to fuck up 3 times. That is 2 times more than it used to be.

also 

Edited January 20, 2014 by SpartanSakaro

[Oreo 2073]

Fuck. Blackie, don't do this to me.

[DogsGoMeow 1606]

Blackie pls

[n2fwa 605]

You an EMT?

[SpecialBrownies 453]

;_;

[MisterTurkes 544]

Do what cha gotta do

[fps_trucka 1715]

Anyways sad to see you go blackie. Best of luck in the future!

[Howard Dean 2502]

C ya blackie ;(

[Rayne 4478]

I can see what Eddy is saying also, just seem's like you enjoy a clash of heads.

 

Maybe this time out with give you some perspective into your attitude. When I first joined this community I let admin go to my head and ended up hating the people I was playing with. Took a few years out and I'm a different person.

 

Good luck. 

[xmen 983]

What the actual fuck?!?

[Renegade 1198]

I swear to god I didn't do it.

 

Edited January 20, 2014 by We VIP Now

[Velo 2077]

GG running another one out eddy

 

STOP THE TYRANNYSAURUS, REMOVE EDDY STAFF 2014

 

Srsly blackie, don't leave because of that, we love you. I can't take another year without you

[Eek 724]

 

If people could just be that little bit more dramatic about the reason they're leaving sG, a lot of people who've left this community could start their own T.V reality show.

[Daileyyy 835]

You'll be back. They always come back.

[Dyscivist 5686]

Drama queen.

[Kung? 173]

Don't leave me. 

[Detective Nom Noms 1033]

Damnit Blackie....

See you soon.

[Groov 568]

Bye, see you in a few years I guess.

[BeauutifulChaos 902]

So, I don't really know you man. But for some reason I actually read that whole damn thing. You should listen to what Eddy said. 

 

 

P.S. Eddy. Wow man. I am really impressed on how you handled the situation and kept your cool. >.< I'm glad you're Staff. :3