Blackbid 120 Posted January 20, 2014 So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha. Some Quotes: "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in""You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story""Don't worry guys, I got this""True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world""Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side." Some special mentions: Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving @ Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @ SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBANsG | SpecialBrownies: URSELFsG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want. I'll see you guys around maybe Here is my 3 year bans:http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submithttp://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit= Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR) Never tell your password to anyone.sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundrysG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdownsG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so awaysG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time aroundsG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach yousG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at allsG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic aboutsG | Eddy [MGR]: then finesG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people tttsG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stancesG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of themsG | Eddy [MGR]: OkaysG | Eddy [MGR]: wellsG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a litsG | Nao Pryderi: liesG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problemssG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhisG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I madesG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn systemsG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 monthssG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we hadsG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and VexersG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the serversG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be donesG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees itsG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghostsG | Nao Pryderi: by*sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spammingsG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him againsG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problemssG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of dramasG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would knowsG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO mansG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulatingsG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the serversG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challengesG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finishsG | Eddy [MGR]: pleasesG | Nao Pryderi: oksG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulatingsG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anythingsG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big dealsG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personalsG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you dosG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they dosG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with themsG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit aboutsG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should besG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or notsG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the serversG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his bansG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they aresG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say oksG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is rightsG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of contextsG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged itsG | Eddy [MGR]: what I wantsG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happenedsG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explainsG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problemssG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questionssG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hourssG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,sG | Nao Pryderi: them*sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was bannedsG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexersG | Nao Pryderi: <5sG | Nao Pryderi: actuallysG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorlysG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named PinkbluesG | Eddy [MGR]: or somethingsG | Nao Pryderi: OksG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS serversG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaintsG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one personsG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to knowsG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names awaysG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have tosG | Nao Pryderi: I already know whosG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg<20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months<20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan<20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda<20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG<20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood<20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice<21:00:16> "Nao": K<21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here<21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah<21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne<21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason<21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*<21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me<21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers<21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?<21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit<21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said<21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin<21:01:02> "Nao": sweet<21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months<21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months<21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers<21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed<21:01:33> "Nao": lol<21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny<21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed<21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed<21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two<21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?<21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened<21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds<21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy<21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins<21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel<21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it<21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the laddersG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said<21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels<21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase<21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me<21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system<21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system<21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns<21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems<21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?<21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before<21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago<21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since<21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?<21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers<21:04:53> "Nao": and?<21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone<21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?<21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot<21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no<21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do<21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?<21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off<21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything<21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here<21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time<21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins<21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul<21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol<21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya<21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned<21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment<21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up<21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll<21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?<21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.<21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya<21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares<21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOPFITEING<21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot<21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop<21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot<21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol<21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?<21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?<21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus<21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid<21:09:43> "Sakaro..": likesG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghostingsG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinionsG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeaksG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the serversG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrelsG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stopsG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clearsG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides heresG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will IsG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of thissG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a sidesG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM'ssG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listedsG | Eddy [MGR]: nosG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upsetsG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happenedsG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustratingsG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play onsG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguingsG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix itsG | Eddy [MGR]: and right nowsG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyonesG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the serversG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped awaysG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTTsG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing compsG | Nao Pryderi: untill todaysG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that thoughsG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logssG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cuntsG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channelsG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chatsG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut upsG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTTsG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being SakarosG | Eddy [MGR]: yeahsG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SOsG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get alongsG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seemssG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyonesG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're sayingsG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a questionsG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybodysG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave itsG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatementsG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you dosG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like itsG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyonesG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just thatsG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that thoughsG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of themsG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody thoughsG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one personsG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people tttsG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stancesG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of themsG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginningsG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a litsG | Nao Pryderi: liesG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhisG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I madesG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn systemsG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publiclysG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the serversG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SOsG | Eddy [MGR]: likesG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PMsG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourmssG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care ofsG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but yousG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TTsG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from yousG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping downsG | Eddy [MGR]: because of yousG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right nowsG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of thatsG | Eddy [MGR]: because of yousG | Eddy [MGR]: seesG | Eddy [MGR]: right theresG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm donesG | Eddy [MGR]: SorrysG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SOsG | Nao Pryderi: OksG | Nao Pryderi: Remove itsG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problemssG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off sosG | Nao Pryderi: and thats itsG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've causedsG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do itsG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with mesG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decisionsG | Eddy [MGR]: OkaysG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great adminsG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will besG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from itsG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO teamsG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like thatsG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months agosG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming backsG | Eddy [MGR]: but until thensG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it workingsG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thingsG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.sG | Eddy [MGR]: oksG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yourssG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about itsG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniquessG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people liessG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyedsG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my roomsG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completelysG | Eddy [MGR]: seesG | Eddy [MGR]: right theresG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talksG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts beforesG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorlysG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interruptedsG | Eddy [MGR]: my badsG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it offsG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to saysG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right nowsG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great adminsG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leavesG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptablesG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SOsG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to mesG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourselfsG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to yousG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you offsG | Eddy [MGR]: it's finesG | Eddy [MGR]: I was donesG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say issG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a breaksG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuffsG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upsetsG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line issG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the gamesG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at allsG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standardsG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce leftsG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrongsG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare adminssG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SOsG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step downsG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work outsG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time withsG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an examplesG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted mesG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step downsG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anythingsG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting bannedsG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitudesG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situationsG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeffsG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poorsG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaintsG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get itsG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removedsG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitudesG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everythingsG | Eddy [MGR]: yessG | Eddy [MGR]: truesG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile nowsG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT peoplesG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand thatsG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step awaysG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step awaysG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulatesG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a playersG | Eddy [MGR]: and have funsG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalismsG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have funsG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after allsG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few crackssG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or thatsG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I cansG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is finesG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do itsG | Eddy [MGR]: mansG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someonesG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk whysG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feelssG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking himsG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SOsG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choicessG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate himsG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullyingsG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to SiesansG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explainsG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever didsG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warnsG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to himsG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as wellsG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybodysG | Nao Pryderi: on global chatsG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with themsG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along withsG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to notesG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle itsG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalismsG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at allsG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with thatsG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.sG | Eddy [MGR]: I knowsG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right nowsG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to mesG | Nao Pryderi: ignore himsG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SOsG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sGsG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags hahasG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping hahasG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as wellNao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourmsNao Pryderi: on pub If you made it this far this is me: I'm on the left btw: Bye~ 11 2 Bob Ross Zombie, Aero, AntyCrix and 10 others reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ruffles 731 Posted January 20, 2014 (edited) Tl;dr. Cya. I can see what Eddy was talking about. Edited January 20, 2014 by Ruffles Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tristan. 1053 Posted January 20, 2014 (edited) but free admin... Edited January 20, 2014 by Tristan. 3 Knox, Dylan and Hay0ger.Tonee reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BLiNDBoi 930 Posted January 20, 2014 My brain was able to handle reading half of that, might read the rest later but for now, cya? 1 Hay0ger.Tonee reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JMaFia 1317 Posted January 20, 2014 don't kick him out of clan, blackie will be back and okay <3 1 1 KGameLover1 and WeakSauce reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Moose 4890 Posted January 20, 2014 Blackie why you always gotta freekill. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SpartanSakaro 1977 Posted January 20, 2014 (edited) that kid was being a faggot and i meant every word, i also think he is retarded because he did not listen to anything anyone said and there was a lot said because people where talking on mics. Oh and if you get banned from the warn system then you deserve that ban, because it takes at least 3 warning to get you banned meaning you have to fuck up 3 times. That is 2 times more than it used to be.also Edited January 20, 2014 by SpartanSakaro 1 1 twochainzz and AntyCrix reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Oreo 2073 Posted January 20, 2014 Fuck. Blackie, don't do this to me. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DogsGoMeow 1606 Posted January 20, 2014 Blackie pls Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
n2fwa 605 Posted January 20, 2014 You an EMT? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SpecialBrownies 453 Posted January 20, 2014 ;_; Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MisterTurkes 544 Posted January 20, 2014 Do what cha gotta do Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fps_trucka 1715 Posted January 20, 2014 Anyways sad to see you go blackie. Best of luck in the future! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Howard Dean 2502 Posted January 20, 2014 C ya blackie ;( 1 Rayne reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rayne 4478 Posted January 20, 2014 I can see what Eddy is saying also, just seem's like you enjoy a clash of heads. Maybe this time out with give you some perspective into your attitude. When I first joined this community I let admin go to my head and ended up hating the people I was playing with. Took a few years out and I'm a different person. Good luck. 4 waffles, Vesper, Lvl. 100 Latias and 1 other reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
xmen 983 Posted January 20, 2014 What the actual fuck?!? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Renegade 1198 Posted January 20, 2014 (edited) I swear to god I didn't do it. Edited January 20, 2014 by We VIP Now Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Velo 2077 Posted January 20, 2014 GG running another one out eddy STOP THE TYRANNYSAURUS, REMOVE EDDY STAFF 2014 Srsly blackie, don't leave because of that, we love you. I can't take another year without you 2 2 Lvl. 100 Latias, Hay0ger.Tonee, Dylan and 1 other reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Eek 724 Posted January 20, 2014 If people could just be that little bit more dramatic about the reason they're leaving sG, a lot of people who've left this community could start their own T.V reality show. 6 Stabbitty, TurtleFrenzy, camelFun and 3 others reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Daileyyy 835 Posted January 20, 2014 You'll be back. They always come back. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dyscivist 5686 Posted January 20, 2014 Drama queen. 3 Knox, LOPEZ and Sketchmaticx reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kung? 173 Posted January 20, 2014 Don't leave me. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Detective Nom Noms 1033 Posted January 20, 2014 Damnit Blackie....See you soon. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Groov 568 Posted January 20, 2014 Bye, see you in a few years I guess. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BeauutifulChaos 902 Posted January 20, 2014 So, I don't really know you man. But for some reason I actually read that whole damn thing. You should listen to what Eddy said. P.S. Eddy. Wow man. I am really impressed on how you handled the situation and kept your cool. >.< I'm glad you're Staff. :3 2 Rayne and waffles reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites