SpecialBrownies 453 Posted October 8, 2013 (edited) I've come to realize throughout my time in the gaming community as a whole, that I enjoy it to a point where I blindside myself, not only in an emotional state, but in a educational and overall standpoint as well. Ever since I started gaming, not only on PC, I have neglected duties of mine that will bring consequences that I don't want and that will inevitably make me more unhappy than I already am. I have a strong addiction to this community and games associated with it and the online community and because of this I procrastinate all of my educational and life duties because of it. I always tell myself, that I can do it alone, or I can do whatever I need to do later, but I end up putting it off, skipping school in order to catch up and just end up gaming the whole day rather than do what I said I was going to do. I almost failed my Junior year last year because I missed ~25 days of school and I would've lost all of my credits if it wasn't for a lie that I created in order to skip on by. I have personally turned my life upside-down with no contribution from anyone else. My GPA has fallen, and I will not be getting into the colleges that I had planned on multiple years ago. This is not a cry for attention as I am not that kind of person, I am doing this for the betterment of myself, and my future. This addiction has snowballed into a broken relationship with my Mother and my Uncle (Who I live with) and a great loss of trust. I believe I could call this the butterfly effect (Correct me if I am wrong). I'm not here to preach my whole life's story and all of my problems unto the people of this community, but only to enlighten some. Due to my revelations within the past years and even days, I will be resigning from my SO position and ask to be banned globally. From the forums, the servers and everything associated with sG. This is my first step into the recovery of my personal well-being and I believe this is the best step as of now. I may lurk from time to time, but for the next year or longer, I will not be in sight. I shall make contact once I have felt I have fixed my issues, but until then farewell. I wish you all good luck in whatever endeavors sG has and I love all of you whether you guys think I'm an annoying faggot who shouldn't be here or not. For those I've been a douche to, I'm sorry and I've been lashing out on people because of my personal problems and I shouldn't have been doing that. So again, I give one last farewell to all who have became friends and acquaintances with me. Peace out,Special B EDIT: I might be on steam from time to time, but that will only to stay in touch with some. FB for those who actually want to keep in touch regularly https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000200817570 Edited October 8, 2013 by SpecialBrownies 36 water.exe, Rune, TurtleFrenzy and 33 others reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Piero 2272 Posted October 8, 2013 (edited) RIP Don't leave man, atleast come on fridays Edited October 8, 2013 by Piero Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
The Real Xlite 270 Posted October 8, 2013 Brownies, you were always my bro, If you wanna keep in contact or anything, feel free to give me a way to contact you in pm, you're great, see you around. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
HurFFiNatEr010 460 Posted October 8, 2013 peace homegirl, good luck in school Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Fat Black Woman 257 Posted October 8, 2013 love you brownies good luck on improving your life Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sean 3760 Posted October 8, 2013 au revior mon ami 1 1 Siesan and AntyCrix reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Carl Sagan 2577 Posted October 8, 2013 how much weed do you smoke 8 1 water.exe, Oreo, jc4x4 and 6 others reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ichalvl 1752 Posted October 8, 2013 You're cute. Sad to see you go! I hope you can fully recover and still come back to pc gaming Rip. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Siesan 1802 Posted October 8, 2013 see you star side, space cowboy 2 Lvl. 100 Latias and Gamer4125 reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mufasa 325 Posted October 8, 2013 Understand completely bro, i'll miss ya. This is a big step to recovery and if you really need this then go for it. (get into lifting, good replacement) 1 JMaFia reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Oreo 2073 Posted October 8, 2013 (edited) Sad to see you go, it's like Jared for me all over again. Message me when you can, you're going to beat this. Edited October 8, 2013 by Oreo Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
HalfEatenCookie 63 Posted October 8, 2013 NO BABY Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SexyBatman 705 Posted October 8, 2013 I remember when we played ttt and when it was fun.Goodbye baby. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jayy 102 Posted October 8, 2013 It was nice playing on the warcraft server with you. Wish you the best of luck! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jeff The Flying Shark 1827 Posted October 8, 2013 Well thats another ttt so gone. Gonna miss ya brownies 1 kano donn reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
water.exe 725 Posted October 8, 2013 Lets turn this into a I miss Jared thread now. 1 2 Tubbles, WeakSauce and Velo reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JMaFia 1317 Posted October 8, 2013 this just in, if you're in school, SO will most likely ruin your life see you pupil <3 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wave 2200 Posted October 8, 2013 You were the first SO I was cool with back when I was a TTT fag. So long brother. 1 kano donn reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FunkyDarion 24 Posted October 8, 2013 Sorry to hear that SpecialBrownies, had fun on the WCS server. Hope to see you round sometime. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Detective Nom Noms 1033 Posted October 8, 2013 Brownies man. Good luck on everything you do. You have always been a good person to me from the times I started here to where I am now.Peace man. Good luck. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Knox 1470 Posted October 9, 2013 good luck bud c u <>< Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fps_trucka 1715 Posted October 9, 2013 See ya later Brownies its been fun man, and don't give into staying like I did. Best of luck with your future endeavors! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Velo 2077 Posted October 9, 2013 (edited) I never really got to know you, but I hope everything works out for you man. Be safe out there. Best of luck! Edited October 9, 2013 by Velo Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sweetrock 420 Posted October 9, 2013 Live long and prosper my friend! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ChosenOne2000 4440 Posted October 9, 2013 Online gaming addiction is real folks. Good luck in finding a balance. I hope to see you soon. 7 MrCoolness, DogsGoMeow, sweetrock and 4 others reacted to this Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
