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    Blackbid got a reaction from ExoFox123 in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from AntyCrix in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from Wave in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from Amp in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from Aero in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from Bob Ross Zombie in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Acebats
    Blackbid got a reaction from Acebats in Ban appeal for Ramen Noodles STEAM_0:1:40629426 [RESOLVED]   
    The double standard is there yes and I'll admit I do it as well sometimes but I give the ban first then they come talk to me about it :x.
     
    But from what I understand,
     
     
     
    So from what I understand, you gave 1 warn for a  MassRDM, the second warn was an accident, and the third warn was accidental in place to warn someone else.
     
    The 3 warns resulted in a 30 min ban.
     
    Even though right now it is questionable on why a warn was given for a MassRDM from reading your story, we'll leave that for another day.
     
    So in short, Made a mistake and requesting the ban to be off the record since it does count towards the 4/6 rule bans.
     
    I would like to recommend to remove it since the ban isn't really legitimate
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    Kung?
    Blackbid got a reaction from Kung? in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Blackbid got a reaction from MOFLSTOMP in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Ichalvl
    Blackbid got a reaction from Ichalvl in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    iAlwaysFail
    Blackbid got a reaction from iAlwaysFail in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    ctark
    Blackbid got a reaction from ctark in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    DogsGoMeow
    Blackbid got a reaction from DogsGoMeow in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    JMaFia
    Blackbid got a reaction from JMaFia in More Official Stepdown/Demotion/3 Year Ban Thread   
    So I want to start off that I was a dick, and that I completely changed when I became an SO. For that, I'm happy I got demoted. But with that being said, I'm resigning from sG as well. I'll maybe reapply in 3 years if I'm still alive then. I want to thank everybody who've I been here and got to well know and the friends I've made. I can admit when I've done something wrong and I guess it's one of those days where I will admit it. I wish you all the best of luck and who knows, maybe I won't get stabbed (it did almost happen also with a beer bottle too) by my next patient and call myself lucky haha.
     
    Some Quotes:
     
    "You can't change the past but forge the future. Remember that now were going in"

    "You may play a supporting role in one person's story. But you play as the main character in your own story"

    "Don't worry guys, I got this"

    "True magic results from courage of the heart. Boys and girls be ambitious. One step can change the world"

    "Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be by your side."
     
    Some special mentions:
     
    Name: i refuse to post in your stepdown thread because I don't accept that you're leaving
    @  Fat Black Woman : (20 January 2014 - 12:46 AM) wtf fuck u blackie??????? @  SpartanSakaro : (20 January 2014 - 12:49 AM) wtf blackie sG | SpecialBrownies: UNBAN
    sG | SpecialBrownies: URSELF
    sG | SpecialBrownies: FAGGOT
     
    I'll still be on steam maybe if I haven't removed you yet but feel free to re-add me if you want.
     
    I'll see you guys around maybe
     
    Here is my 3 year bans:
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:1:10914251&Submit
    http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0%3A1%3A1091425+&Submit=
     
    Below is my chat of demotion and my true intentions of why I took up SO (For the non-TL;DR)
     
    Never tell your password to anyone.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so what is this stupid BS drama going on?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Did I do something again?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I've been doing laundry
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I probably did while I went to go do laundry so I'll go stepdown
    sG | Nao Pryderi: have fun taking my so away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for whatever mess I caused this time around
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll make sure the next time it doesn't reach you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: That's not what I said at all
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but if you would like to be dramatic about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: then fine
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that attitude is starting to cause problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They tried to appeal to me for 30 mins and kept going over the fact that they've been here for 9 months
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I can send you the ts logs in regards to the whole conversation we had
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to Ghost and Vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ghost believes that vexer is ghosting with a member in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but without any actual evidence, nothing can be done
    sG | Nao Pryderi: unless me or another so sees it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In regards to me unmuting someone under the no balls rule, they were muted be a premadmin which was ghost
    sG | Nao Pryderi: by*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I unmutted him to be later told that he was spamming
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told him if he does it again then gag him again
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I avoide the ttt channel as much as possible so I can only see how my one time being in there causes so much problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know I can cause a lot of drama
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and if I wanted to really do it then you would know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The problem is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're an SO man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're supposed to keep the server fun while regulating
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So what your saying is that, I did something stupid in the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In which I would like to completely challenge
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just let me finish
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: please
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: As an Server Officer you should be keeping the server fun while regulating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but whenever you regulate anything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you always make it a big deal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and always make it seem personal
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like all of the SO's for TTT are scared to comment on anything you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because if they do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you start a war with them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where you find every little thing to give them shit about
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and that's not how it should be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: whether you're a good admin or not
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your attitude is hurting the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: We all make mistakes I get that. You can take away my SO Eddy if you feel that I'm disrupting the server econemy by being the guy that enforces and is a killjoy. But, I will say this that, I've always been open for comments and complaints and I've always had/have the evidence to back it up. You give me this talk when Anzhi and Bullet/Cold had their fight for 6 months and attacked each other. My opinion in regards to stabbity is still there and has changed but it was publicly known why.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I banned kung I've always asked around to see what other people think of him because I talked to him in regards of his ban
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If your going to tell me that I'm going to cause a war, then you tell me why I should be treating someone different because of who they are
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not in favour of public opinion and I get that. I'm known as the person who gives chances where other people wouldn't. But if they want to challenge me in anything, from what I understood from you is to not show anything and say oh ok I'm wrong then I'm not going to do that.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I honestly believe that ban is right then I say ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I show why I believe it is right
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're taking what I said out of context
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't want you to sit there and and just change your stance on a ban because someone challenged it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what I want
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is for when someone does challenge it and wonder why BLANK BLANK happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I would like you to take the time and explain
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and not cause problems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because they're asking questions
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In what way today, in the past 3 hours
    sG | Nao Pryderi: did I cause that?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I answered the,
    sG | Nao Pryderi: them*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and told them why that person was banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: There was only 3 bans today.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I gave them 5 reasons in admin chat and over csay responding to both stabbity and vexer
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <5
    sG | Nao Pryderi: actually
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm being told you handled one ban in specific very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: some guy named Pinkblue
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or something
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: where the guy came onto our TS server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know who made the complaint
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't just one person
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I won't giving any names away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You don't have to
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I already know who
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <20:57:07> "Sanya_181st": yo dawg
    <20:57:18> "Sanya_181st": I've been here for 9 months
    <20:57:31> "Sanya_181st": You gaiz can't say I'm not trustable
    <20:57:39> "Sanya_181st": I always play with applethief AKA ryan
    <20:59:14> "Sanya_181st": Yo we shoudl make a secrete agenda
    <20:59:21> "Sanya_181st": Get blackie banned from SG
    <20:59:26> "Sanya_181st": It seems like no one lieks that dood
    <20:59:33> "Sanya_181st": Serve him a piece of street justice
    <21:00:16> "Nao": K
    <21:00:19> "Nao": I'm right here
    <21:00:22> "Sanya_181st": yah
    <21:00:24> "Nao": Your not getting unbanne
    <21:00:25> "Sanya_181st": You banned me for no reason
    <21:00:27> "Nao": unbanned*
    <21:00:44> "Sanya_181st": You're the first admin to ever have a problem with me
    <21:00:48> "Sanya_181st": after 9 months on your servers
    <21:00:49> "Nao": Reallllyyyy?
    <21:00:55> "Nao": http://sb.joinsg.net/index.php?p=banlist&searchText=STEAM_0:0:22881286&Submit
    <21:00:56> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say anything after you said
    <21:00:59> "Nao": I'm the first admin
    <21:01:02> "Nao": sweet
    <21:01:03> "Sanya_181st": in the 9 months
    <21:01:08> "Sanya_181st": Iin a couple of months
    <21:01:12> "Sanya_181st": I've been on these servers
    <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:33> "Nao": lol
    <21:01:33> "Sanya_181st": that's pretty funny
    <21:01:41> "Sanya_181st": I was never asked to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:41> "Nao": <21:01:26> "Sanya_181st": The fact you want me to apologize to the people I rdmed
    <21:01:49> "Nao": You killed two
    <21:01:54> "Sanya_181st": okay?
    <21:01:56> "Nao": You tried to play off that one never happened
    <21:01:58> "Sanya_181st": Slay me for two rounds
    <21:02:10> "Sanya_181st": No I didn't have a knowledge of killing one guy
    <21:02:11> "Nao": The warn system banned you for an automatic 30 mins
    <21:02:13> "Sanya_181st": Since I shot the barrel
    <21:02:19> "Sanya_181st": he walked into it
    <21:02:23> "Sanya_181st": I climbed the ladder
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:02:24> "Sanya_181st": When you said
    <21:02:33> "Sanya_181st": You killed Jack with the explosive barrels
    <21:02:39> "Sanya_181st": I didn't say it was flase
    <21:02:46> "Sanya_181st": I just joked with you and said fight me
    <21:03:19> "Nao": You were banned for the 2 rdm's by the warn system
    <21:03:26> "Sanya_181st": by the warn system
    <21:03:34> "Nao": which I put in those warns
    <21:03:36> "Sanya_181st": mfw I've never been banned by no warn systems
    <21:03:49> "Nao": Have you ever been banned on sG?
    <21:03:57> "Sanya_181st": I've been banned before
    <21:03:59> "Sanya_181st": It's a long time ago
    <21:04:06> "Sanya_181st": I haven't been banned ever since
    <21:04:15> "Nao": those prime examples of the 9 months you talk highly about?
    <21:04:43> "Sanya_181st": 9 months is just mentioning how long I've been on your servers
    <21:04:53> "Nao": and?
    <21:05:00> "Sanya_181st": If I realyl wanted to troll and rdm everyone
    <21:05:01> "Nao": Your saying I should give you special treatment?
    <21:05:01> "Sakaro..": who is this faggot
    <21:05:07> "Sanya_181st": no
    <21:05:30> "Sanya_181st": I'm just proving myself as a person who enjoys sG's servers as much as you do
    <21:05:31> "Nao": So why does your time on server reflect on what you do wrong and the punishment that goes along with it?
    <21:05:35> "Sanya_181st": I'm not here to piss anyone off
    <21:05:46> "Sanya_181st": You seen to overexgerate everything
    <21:06:01> "Nao": You seem to highlight the 9 months that you've been here
    <21:06:17> "Sanya_181st": Yeah because I've been on the servers for a long time
    <21:06:36> "Sanya_181st": I know a lot of the admins
    <21:06:55> "Sanya_181st": I don't want your opinion speshul
    <21:07:10> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:07:13> "Sakaro..": you are a faggot sanya
    <21:07:17> "Sakaro..": that is why you were banned
    <21:07:17> "Sanya_181st": I'm not asking for special treatment
    <21:07:35> "Nao": Then why do you keep mentioning the 'proudful' 9 months you've been here?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <21:07:47> "Sakaro..": stab shut up
    <21:07:49> "Sanya_181st": I assume you feel that I'm a troll
    <21:08:16> "Nao": If I did thought of that would I be giving you the time of day?
    <21:08:17> "Sanya_181st": I feel that you thought my intentions on getting on your server was to cause and rdm fest and ruin everyone's night.
    <21:09:05> "Sakaro..": sanya
    <21:09:10> "Sakaro..": no one cares
    <21:09:12> "VeXeR": CAN WE STOP
    FITEING
    <21:09:14> "Sakaro..": you are banned for being a faggot
    <21:09:16> "Sakaro..": now stop
    <21:09:22> "Sanya_181st": For being a faggot
    <21:09:27> "Sakaro..": lol
    <21:09:28> "Sanya_181st": Do you have something against homosexuals?
    <21:09:34> "Sakaro..": you were banned through a warn system?
    <21:09:35> "Sakaro..": jesus
    <21:09:40> "Sakaro..": you really are fuckign stupid
    <21:09:43> "Sakaro..": like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I treat everybody the same and if you like I can completly hold that to myself right now and show you how fast the ttt channel will be banned for ghosting
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I would like to hear where I became unprofessional in that conversation somewhere in there on your own opinion
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Oh, I would also like to note, this was on teamspeak
    sG | Nao Pryderi: <b>Not</b> on the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: what did this guy do?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: 2x RDM, 1 T vs T, 1 killing a person with an explosive barrel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: for one second lets stop
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I just want to make this clear
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not taking any sides here
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: nor will I
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm just trying to get to the bottom of this
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While you do say that, I already honestly believed you have already taken a side
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They've only did 2 RDM's
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and the two rdm reasons are listed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because this is the second time this kind of drama has happened
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it's quite frustrating
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: We can't have an enjoyable server for people to play on
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: while all of our admins are arguing
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: so I need to know what I need to do to fix it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it seems like you hate everyone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you can't stand the server
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That's why I stepped away
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and haven't stepped foot into TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: for awhile playing comp
    sG | Nao Pryderi: untill today
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and If I hated everybody, would I be having this conversation with you? No. I probably wouldn't. I would be a lot more hostile if I did.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and those chat logs
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: show sakaro being a cunt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you should'v probably taken it to another channel
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or to a steam chat
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or told everyone to shut up
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me know when people listen on TTT
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sakaro is being Sakaro
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yeah
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: reason why he wasn't given SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: All I want is for everyone to get along
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and it always seems
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did would I be giving Sanya the time of the day and blatently told them without any explination to take it to the fourms?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, would I be sitting here chatting with you in regards to it?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I give the TTT SO's the time of day?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I did, Would I even show my face on sG?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not understanding what you're saying
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like are you asking me a question
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: or what?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: What I'm basically saying is that, If I hated everybody and everybody pissed me off I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be giving anybody the time of day. I would have resigned from sG and wrote the reason that I hate everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would have said Yolo and leave it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So you saying that I hate everybody is an overstatement
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm not saying you do
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm saying you come off like it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Eddy [MGR]: you have a problem with everyone
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Then why do you say that I have a problem with everybody?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While it may come off as it, you would have more reasons then just to approach me with just that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Eddy [MGR]: but you make it come off like that though
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you started this whole conversation withsG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: That isn't everybody though
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I hate a group or more specifically one person
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sG | Nao Pryderi: Your coming to me for drama presuming that I did something wrong, you know my stance on half the people ttt
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't know your stance
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that I hate them and looking for any opportunity I can get to ban some of them
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that is what you said at the beginning
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: Well actually that would be a lit
    sG | Nao Pryderi: lie
    sG | Nao Pryderi: sG | Nao Pryderi: I only hate anzhi
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If its in regards to a ban I made
    sG | Nao Pryderi: they were banned under the warn system
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you shouldn't hate anyone publicly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: no one in the server
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: should ever know you hate another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: like
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So JB?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: throughout this whole PM
    sG | Nao Pryderi: They posted their hate on the fourms
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you've had an attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and they were taken care of
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this isn't about anybody else but you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: all of the problems on TT
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: TTT*
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Are because of me?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: always seem to stem from you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Anzhi and Seisan stepping down
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this drama right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud of that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because of you
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Sorry
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have you as an SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Ok
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Remove it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're causing too many problems
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm proud that I got anzhi off so
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and thats it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'm not proud of any other drama I've caused
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I rather be honest, then hide it and pretend to be good. So in all honesty, if you feel that I should have my SO removed then do it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: While my honesty can go so far to a fault.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I would like to also let you know, I am appealing up to a higher person.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On the basis that you've came to the decision made before you had this conversation with me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: in which led it to being a bias decision
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: Okay
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you are a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and you always will be
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is what takes away from it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can't have someone on the SO team
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: with an attitude like that
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if you change your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and start acting more like the person I knew 4 months ago
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: we can discuss you coming back
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but until then
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I don't see it working
    sG | Nao Pryderi: From day 1 I already saw you demoting me. I know, that I'm not perfect and I'm honest to a fault. But I'll be completely honest and say this, I'm a moralfag at heart if I could explain that. When I see people doing shit they shouldn't be doing then I'll hold myself to it.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I do a lot of stuff behind the scenes and the things that get caught up front are the bad things.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: there's a difference between doing the right thing
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me finish please.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: ok
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: floors all yours
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Away.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I understand completely that my personality isn't all that perfect. To some people it comes off rude and I'm treating them like an idiot, while others believe that I'm actually being nice. I'll be honest, doing patient care has probably taught me to go that way and if I can show them step by step of what I do then 9/10 times they understand and the 1/10 times they don't and they still appeal. I try to be myself as much as possible on sG and thats how people got to know me. Sure, recently a patient I had, I sat there depressed for a bit because I really thought about it, did I really do the right thing? Here on sG, I look at all the evidence and ask myself should I ban this person or not. The one thing I completely dislike is giving special treatment. So no matter if your an SO or Regular TTT member, I'll ban you for the certain amount of time that anybody would get for it. But I always let people talk to me in regards of lessening time or getting unbanned (Driak and Kung are prime examples of it). I understand the fact that, there will always be bias on the server and with members no matter how many times people say that they aren't being bias, but the fact is that I believe that there will always be a bias. I won't say that I don't because in reality I know I do.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But, I figured, I rather be honest and straight forward about it
    sG | Nao Pryderi: rather than use round about techniques
    sG | Nao Pryderi: that tell people lies
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So if my honesty gets me in trouble, so be it and sure I've been known to bottle things in and not say anything about it till the point that I get annoyed
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I just sit there in my room
    sG | Nao Pryderi: or ignore everybody completely
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: right there
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's how you should've handled this talk
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: your posts before
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: came off very poorly
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: sorry I interrupted
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: my bad
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No don't worry, I need to change the laundry plus walk it off a bit. I got a bit emotional well actually brought a few tears writing that so I'll be back going to walk it off
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I've said everything I needed to say
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The biggest problem I have right now
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're a great admin
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but the fact that you're proud about constantly attacking someone to the point they have to leave
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: is not acceptable
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: if there's a problem with another SO
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the problem needs to be brought to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But I still want to say that I'm still proud kinda of getting anzhi off SO even though he came back. I'll explain it by saying that the one guy you completely trusted and you know shared some of his personal information and what changes it all around is the fact that they backstabbed you when you develop some type of friendship is the worse.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: not dealt with yourself
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know, I should have brought it to you
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and sorry for cutting you off
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it's fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I was done
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: The only thing I can really say is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that I think you just need to take a break
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you're in too deep with this stuff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: everytime you play the server it shouldn't make you get so upset
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the bottom line is
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game and I want everyone to enjoy themselves while the playing the game
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but it seems like you aren't enjoying it at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: TTT is like a kindergarden class. No matter how many times you teach them not to do it, they still do it and complain about every little thing. The whole reason I've been slowly digressing is that A. My inital goal from getting SO was to stepdown eventually B. To have someone replace me C. Make the server better and try to make it as a standard
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Before, Professionalism on TTT ended when hotsauce left
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually that came out wrong
    sG | Nao Pryderi: When I came back from hiatus of 3 years, professionalism on TTT wasn't there or barely was there with the few rare admins
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With that being said, my very inital goal was that if I ever get SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: is to immediately step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but that didn't really work out
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I set up the fact to try and get professionalism back into it. I guess in reality, I spent a lot of time dealing with complaints that normally nobody else would spend the time with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and it set it to an example
    sG | Nao Pryderi: But the moment I got SO, I knew I had to change a few things in order for that to work. I had to put a lot of time into it and hence why I say I like working behind the scenes more than being in the shot of attention because the only things that get brought up to attention are my bad things.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Over time I met you siesan trucka anzhi stab etc. and I got to know everybody.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: On december, there was one reason why I stepped back up and I'll admit that it tempted me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I was told of the possibility of advisor and to not step down
    sG | Nao Pryderi: now to future day in regards to the ban made, I believe that just because you have been playing here for 9 months means your entitled to anything
    sG | Nao Pryderi: does not mean*
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: me removing you had nothing to do with this person getting banned
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Hence why I kept asking, why do you bring the fact that you've been here for 9 months effect how I should be punishing you?
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was because of your attitude
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the way you handled this whole situation
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No you can give that to stab and jeff
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: was very poor
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I can give what to them?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I know Stab was one of the people who made the complaint
    sG | Nao Pryderi: You can't tell me I get it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: the complaint wasn't what got you removed
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it was your attitude
    sG | Nao Pryderi: No but it's what sparked everything
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: yes
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: true
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but this has been coming for awhile now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Yeah, hence why I've been avoiding most if not all of the TTT people
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I understand that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Trying to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: which was why I think you need to step away
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and instead of trying to regulate
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: just try to be a player
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: because I understand your want for professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but I still want you to have fun
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: this is a game after all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Let me argue with this, when you know half the SO's on TTT want you out and they've been on that since Anzhi stepped down and Siesan. (Which is funny because after that I never talked with them at all, I don't even have them on steam friends)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: If I can't be a dick to a few people besides making a few cracks
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then why are the other SO's where they are today?
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Sure I may post I'm gonna do this or that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: In reality I'm posting the very few cracks I can
    sG | Nao Pryderi: (Side: I won't be taking back SO, I'm actually happy I got demoted more than me stepping down)
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I completely understand the whole bad days thing and I've probably had that more than the average alottment.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: having a few cracks here and there is fine
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: but when you do it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: man
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: it feels like you're personally attacking someone
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and idk why
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: that's just how everyone feels
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi yes, I was personally attacking him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Stab, I felt passionate that she wouldn't be the best SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and that there were better choices
    sG | Nao Pryderi: JBC, became more of a dick and everybody started to hate him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Siesan, Resigned because of our talk to him about anti-bullying
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Kiwi hates me because he believes that I sent all the complaints to you in regards to Siesan
    sG | Nao Pryderi: when in reality I only went to explain
    sG | Nao Pryderi: so I took the fall for whoever did
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Anzhi, I felt resigned because I challenged him on a ghost or warn
    sG | Nao Pryderi: other than that, I didn't talk to him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and you were arguibly annoyed that day on ts as well
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I even told anzhi and jeff on server, "At least I can say that I was wrong"
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Actually I posted that to everybody
    sG | Nao Pryderi: on global chat
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Jeff got mad that I was attacking Anzhi, and I said that's cool.
    sG | Eddy [MGR] is now Online.
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Bully and Cold don't hate me and I have no real problems with them
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Reaper I could never really get along with
    sG | Nao Pryderi: Special is a cool guy, and everybody else I really have nothing special to note
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: see in life you're going to always have problems with people, but everyone has to learn how to handle it
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: and speaking about professionalism
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: you didn't handle it very professional at all
    sG | Nao Pryderi: and I completely agree with that
    sG | Nao Pryderi: btw brownies has something to tell you.
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I know
    sG | Eddy [MGR]: I'm talking to him right now
    sG | Nao Pryderi: With whatever it is in regards to me
    sG | Nao Pryderi: ignore him
    sG | Nao Pryderi: but when he asks for SO
    sG | Nao Pryderi: I'll back him whatever I have left in sG
    sG | Nao Pryderi: then take off my sG tags haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi: So I guess consider this my hiatus from sG for 3 years or so. Who knows, I might not be alive by then but here's hoping haha
    sG | Nao Pryderi has changed their name to Nao Pryderi.
    Nao Pryderi: bans on server that extend over a week should apply to fourms as well
    Nao Pryderi: btw, I'm posting this on the fourms
    Nao Pryderi: on pub
     
     
    If you made it this far this is me:
     
     
    Bye~
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    Wintergreen
    Blackbid got a reaction from Wintergreen in Ban appeal for Ramen Noodles STEAM_0:1:40629426 [RESOLVED]   
    The double standard is there yes and I'll admit I do it as well sometimes but I give the ban first then they come talk to me about it :x.
     
    But from what I understand,
     
     
     
    So from what I understand, you gave 1 warn for a  MassRDM, the second warn was an accident, and the third warn was accidental in place to warn someone else.
     
    The 3 warns resulted in a 30 min ban.
     
    Even though right now it is questionable on why a warn was given for a MassRDM from reading your story, we'll leave that for another day.
     
    So in short, Made a mistake and requesting the ban to be off the record since it does count towards the 4/6 rule bans.
     
    I would like to recommend to remove it since the ban isn't really legitimate
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    water.exe
    Blackbid got a reaction from water.exe in Help Buying A Barebones :x   
    Double post :x
     
    I've finished it.
     
    Yesterday I felt in a slump after having my 1st patient of the year :x so I decided to build everything in one go on that same night.
     
    Thanks to Skotti for help with the motherboard (I had to remove a little tab near the PS/2 slot since it wouldn't allow to align...
     
    Thanks to Tortoise who helped me install the heatsink after 30 mins trying to figure it out.
     
    Pictures (I didn't take much because I was really tired...):
     

     

     
     
     

     
    Thank you again guys for all your help!
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to Rayne in Zombie Mod Spearhead!   
    Unlimited ammo makes it too hard as a zombie sometimes so nobody plays. You'd have unlimited ammo, but normal reload. Would be a waste of time having a normal ammo shotgun or ak if it wasn't unlimited ammo.
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to water.exe in Help Buying A Barebones :x   
    Blackie I personally have the the MSI 560ti hawk and you will be able to overclock it no problem and gain a bit more performance from this card.
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to Prosak in $320.00 Donation from Prosak   
    On behalf of the Syndicate Gamers community we would like to thank Prosak for the donation of $320.00 USD that was recently made.
    This money will be put to good use in keeping our servers and website fun and online!
    Sincerely,
    Syndicate Gamers
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to Lesbian Dad in Zombie Mod Spearhead!   
    propmenu sucked!
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to SpartanSakaro in Zombie Mod Spearhead!   
    that won't work because of the simple fact that the server has to be set up completely different for it to work as a ZM server also it will be that much harder because if you combine a zm and ze server you will probably break things that were working when it was just a ZE server.
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    Randy Savage
    Blackbid got a reaction from Randy Savage in Samsung 840 Pro SSD 128GB for 115$ Jan 1st Only   
    ...I'm guessing you never looked at the link :c
     
    It's an SSD D:
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to iAlwaysFail in Stepping Down Thread   
    Well I'm stepping down guys, got lazy on staff and too at times busy with university work, life and my girlfriend and I'm sure the new batch of staff will do great for the community. I'll still be playing in the servers and be on the forums so I'll see you around. 
     
     
    Ples <3 
     
     
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to Faded in Happy New Years!   
    My god yes, I think JB is the only server currently that could come close to having to deal with the amount of admin work required. Even with just 8-10 people you usually get 1 RDM complaint a round which usually takes a few minutes to deal with. Once you hit 20-24 people it is every round you get 1 complaint and it can reach 3-4. It literally drains the will out of you to play TTT when you have that many complaints you have to deal with unless there are other admins to share the load.
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    Blackbid
    Blackbid reacted to _kyle_ in Help Buying A Barebones :x   
    For everything you're gonna keep (i couldn't find the case), it would be almost 100$ cheaper to get them all seperately.
     
      CPU Intel Core i5-4570 3.2GHz Quad-Core $159.99 Motherboard MSI B85-G41 PC Mate ATX LGA1150 $79.98 Memory Patriot Viper 3 4GB (1 x 4GB) DDR3-1600 $35.99 Storage Western Digital Caviar Blue 500GB 3.5" 7200RPM $54.99
     
    Total:  $330.95
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