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Over the last 6 months I've been going through an extremely rough patch in my family. My mom was acting crazy and telling me how much of a shit I am and how she hopes I die and so on. But today I hit the real roadblock in my life, my brother committed suicide today........I don't know how to handle myself or anything else, I'm shaking and can't hold back the tears. Heres some back story, my dad is the one getting the real blow of the situation. My dad and his ex wife had a bad relationship through their whole marriage, she was a fucking slut and ended up cheating on him after my dad had two kids with her, one of which is my brother Drew. He divorced her and lost his sons in the custody battle while they were about 10-15 years old and he feels the guilt from his son committing suicide. I just don't know what to do or what I should think.....I'm a wreck right now and I can't handle this. It's something you see happening to other families and not your own........why me? why my family? Right as I thought we were out of the rough patch, my dad was recently laid off and my mom recently quit her job when she was in a rage after going through withdrawal from her diabetic medication. Why does this have to happen to me? why? My brother is gone, he's fucking dead and not coming back. I can't wrap my head around it, I can't think that he's gone but I know he is. He had fucking kids, one is 5 and the other is a fucking little baby. Im pissed off that he killed himself and am a a level of sadness i've never reached before. My voice is shaking and everytime I think about it I just can't hold myself back, I feel as if I had some fault in it even though I know I didn't, I can't imagine how my dad feels. I went upstairs to get something to drink and all of a sudden my mom comes up to me and says "Drew just hung himself" and I felt as if I was hit with a sledgehammer and got weighed down by 400 pounds of bricks. I just turned around, went into my room and laid down in shock not believing what I just heard and was hoping she was kidding even as she had tears in her eyes. I was in deep denial of what I just heard and still cannot believe what just happened a few FUCKING HOURS ago. I don't know what to do guys, why does life have to hit me with this now of all times? Please if anyone has gone through a loss like this I would love to hear how you handled it because I'm fucking lost and don't know what to do or say. My sister called to ask if I was ok and I just broke down, I'm only 17 and I'm going through this. I just don't know what to do...........
 
Sorry for the long text I just need to rant, I'm fucking lost

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Tired of all these bullshit, 
Joint Chiefs were messaged.

it were Friday?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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 ITS FUCKING FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
HEY BOSS, i HAVE A MESSAGE FOR YOU...
 

 
 
 
 
YEAH, IM NOT COMING IN FOR WORK TOMORROW
 

 
 
 
 
 
EAT SHIT WORK!! GOT TO GET MY PARTY ON TONIGHT
 

 
 
 
 
 

First off, I would like to notice everyone reading this that in the "JAILBREAK" servers, there are a lot of admins who ignore the rules and are always seeking to abuse their admin powers. aka "Power hungry admins". This is not the first time that this happened to me or others (i would mention some, but sadly i didn't care enough to screenshot them at that certain time). But this is the first time that I will start officially directing complaints to this forums from the jailbreak server. I also want to point out that it seems SG wants the public to respect all SG members? How can we do that if, or at least half of your admins don't even respect the public. Even if 5-6 admins are on at a time, if one makes a mistake or abuses his power, the other admins turns their blind eye to it. I would like multiple staff and senior members to read this and bring some change to this tyrannical situation.
 
Of course I also reported admin "Arkham" and won the case. Just to mention my feats.
 
This complaint is for SG admin "pz". 
 
Here are the screen shots:
 
screen shot 1

 
 
SCREEN SHOT 2

 
I will now explain the situation.
 
It was the first round, orders were given, i clearly knew that. But in this situation, there was one T breaking vents and going in. While he was going in, I killed him. That's obvious right? But it seems Pez, who seemed autistic at that time, didnt care enough and proceeded to slay me saying that I FKED the T THAT WAS IN VENTS. As you can see from the screenshots, i have highlighted the main points. I also have highlighted a witness who also saw me get fked ( i believe it was a another admin ). Of course I asked him why he slayed me, he didnt answer. so he was obviously avoiding me. Than I got pretty mad and told him to ban him self. Of course some cuss words i typed out in log as you can see since i was pretty mad ( since its not the first time it happened when an admin abuser starts being power hungry). Than he proceeded to kick me at the end trying to avoid the main situation at hand. 
 
Again, I would like a punishment done on this particular admin to show others not to be abusive. A message to all SG community members. Again if you want respect from the public, start respecting us more. 

Yes, hello, my name is pz.
I slayed you because you shot someone entering vents while cells were still closed. You can't kill Terrorists while the cells are still closed if they're entering vents.
As you can also see, I hadn't yet died that round, so I couldn't see you asking me as to why you were slain as I was unable to see dead chat.
I also was not the one who kicked you. I cannot remember as to who did though, but many people at the time were being kicked for being racist in chat (The_sorrow, someone named Jgjone) so it's possible you were caught in the mix. Or you might've just been doing something retarded. It wouldn't be beyond you it seems.

Happy birthday! ALL HAIL THE FIRE GOD!

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I'd suggest some of this.
 
Also, do NOT take melatonin. It's great for the first week, then it will fuck you up after you stop taking it. Literally. If you thought sleeping four hours was bad, you won't sleep after this.
 
On the flip side, I guarantee, as much as people hate to admit it, your insomnia derives from using the computer all the time. You're exposed to so much information in a day after browsing who knows what, and now you're left to process the information whilst attempting to sleep. As mentioned in the article, a good way to get to sleep is to get off the computer 45 minutes to an hour before bed, then try to sleep after that. Personally I don't know how well this works myself.
 
For me, I just set a certain sleep schedule and abide by it regularly. Your body eventually adapts to this and will naturally get tired during the time you normally sleep at. ( You will need to do this during weekends as well for it to work. ) Otherwise your body doesn't know when your sleep regularly, and you end up staying up half the night.
 
There's also a bunch of other neat tips in there too, but these are the main things I found affect how one sleeps.

Something tells me it wasn't eddy.
 
Probably the fact that it wasn't moved to spam.

I would recommend a blackjack. This works better if you have someone living with you so that they can knock you out.

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Something tells me it wasn't eddy.
 
Probably the fact that it wasn't moved to spam.

This is obviously fake. No one buys Photoshop and Word.

All we will attract is pedophiles with your little boy pictures. How about using a man like me

I am sure you will be good friends with Rayne.

I have yes words

Do not take my name in, vayne? 
 
I hate drama, god!
 
Oh hi there Drama!