Youngz

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This is the most pressing thing on my mind whenever i come on the forums, someone please help me

Happy Birthday bby!!

Thanks guys for all the support in a time I really need it. Heres a picture of my brother and his kids that were left behind.....
 

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Over the last 6 months I've been going through an extremely rough patch in my family. My mom was acting crazy and telling me how much of a shit I am and how she hopes I die and so on. But today I hit the real roadblock in my life, my brother committed suicide today........I don't know how to handle myself or anything else, I'm shaking and can't hold back the tears. Heres some back story, my dad is the one getting the real blow of the situation. My dad and his ex wife had a bad relationship through their whole marriage, she was a fucking slut and ended up cheating on him after my dad had two kids with her, one of which is my brother Drew. He divorced her and lost his sons in the custody battle while they were about 10-15 years old and he feels the guilt from his son committing suicide. I just don't know what to do or what I should think.....I'm a wreck right now and I can't handle this. It's something you see happening to other families and not your own........why me? why my family? Right as I thought we were out of the rough patch, my dad was recently laid off and my mom recently quit her job when she was in a rage after going through withdrawal from her diabetic medication. Why does this have to happen to me? why? My brother is gone, he's fucking dead and not coming back. I can't wrap my head around it, I can't think that he's gone but I know he is. He had fucking kids, one is 5 and the other is a fucking little baby. Im pissed off that he killed himself and am a a level of sadness i've never reached before. My voice is shaking and everytime I think about it I just can't hold myself back, I feel as if I had some fault in it even though I know I didn't, I can't imagine how my dad feels. I went upstairs to get something to drink and all of a sudden my mom comes up to me and says "Drew just hung himself" and I felt as if I was hit with a sledgehammer and got weighed down by 400 pounds of bricks. I just turned around, went into my room and laid down in shock not believing what I just heard and was hoping she was kidding even as she had tears in her eyes. I was in deep denial of what I just heard and still cannot believe what just happened a few FUCKING HOURS ago. I don't know what to do guys, why does life have to hit me with this now of all times? Please if anyone has gone through a loss like this I would love to hear how you handled it because I'm fucking lost and don't know what to do or say. My sister called to ask if I was ok and I just broke down, I'm only 17 and I'm going through this. I just don't know what to do...........
 
Sorry for the long text I just need to rant, I'm fucking lost

don't know what you mean

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Eddy was the best bowlcut

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in case anyone was wondering what i have planned for this evening.
 
 
studying. 
 
because all of my friends are online. 
 
;_;

I know broski I used to ask that to piss you off back when we played JB CS:S brah hence the mah nigga
Double happy day anyways holmes, mine was on the 17th btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANTA!

i haven't worked at a hotel in 2 years.

thanks guize.

Drawn by Gucci, Siesan, Stabbity, Jeff, Kiwi, Tubbles, Mr Rogers, NomNoms

Happy Birthday! Hope all is going well for you!!

It's about damn time,
I work as a web developer for Gold Bridge Partners Inc. and in the Maine Army National Guard (4 years so far) as a 94E Radio-Communications Security Technican.
 
I've been missing you guys

Holy shit it's youngz. I haven't seen you in ages.